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There is this time that i keep asking myself:

Why can't i go back to the time, 

Time when i could enjoy my pleasure, 

And each time reality keeps hitting me, 

Some days it's tough

And i have trouble dealing with the truth, 

Truth that the wrinkles of time have set, 

And am now swallowing a bitter pill, 

And to my realization my life is on me, 

And i am trying to adopt to a brand new menu for life, 

Slowly i am becoming a specialist for this, 

All this for a better me coz, 

It really matters even if it means chugging monsters daily, 

All for a better me.

Acknowledgement to Terry Wangari